Past Present Future

Its apparent you never did understand my words.
Its obvious you do not even listened.
Never did you, you only think you are right.
Its always others that is wrong, always.
You think you understand but you do not actually.
If you really do you would have not act in such a way.
As ever you are always so demanding and never listens.
But truly, you keep on thinking everyone is inferior compared to you.
You never admits.
I am telling you now, not because i am pissed.
But you are pushing me, the more you push the more i fight.
With this i am also regretting my chioce.
I thought now things is finally in my control.
But no, you never relents.
You never, you claim you do but look
others have it.
What do I have?
True you may have given alot as you picture it.
But YOU are the one who think so.
If had had forseen this i rather not make this chioce.
At least you cant keep forcing me.
Everything me or rather us do always displease you.
You always claim it is stress.
But do we not have stress?
It is not something for you to lord over us.
The days that i cannot think for myself is over.
I am now older.
People move on so do me.
Please do not forever impose your will.
You may think i am being unreasonable.
But this is it.
I have to get this done once and for all.
I hate returning.
Everytime i return,
it was always a torture.
Every single trivial matter
you always have to make a fuss.
I had it, for i am no longer one that always make the choices that YOU like.
I long for you to truly understand.
For you to really realise the fact that,
mine life is mine to dictate
not yours anymore.
I have my OWN life,
you have yours.
Moving on and past the times,
You cannot always expect so.
Change do occur.
And i am no exception.
hope you realise,
that i do really know what i want
and how i will get it
for i do not listen to others
i make my chioces alone.
You should know that now.
so leave me alone
i implore you
Please.
Face the fact, i am no longer one that submits.
And that remains even for the future.