Sick, went to a doc and said that i had throat infection dortz, i hate sore throat man and the medical fee wasnt any where near cheap either, the infection better heal fast.
On another note, i lost my WR chapter 5, now have to re-do man, why is there PW? It a god damn H1 subject some more, when i am dedicating moretime to it then to mine H2 Subjects. Haiz hopefully time flies and PW will be over.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Friday, July 24, 2009
y -.-" i m so zzzz
Haiz, why is life so....
Friends who think they are SO right and forever trying to force their mindeset onto you.
The ever piling work that one get for as long as one lives.
People who do not trust nor belive your abilities.
Life is nothing but simply pretence... An act that carry on till one's death.
For me, I just hope life will hopefully get better as time pass.
Till one leave this world, freed from all burdens and pretence one had for one's life.
Friends who think they are SO right and forever trying to force their mindeset onto you.
The ever piling work that one get for as long as one lives.
People who do not trust nor belive your abilities.
Life is nothing but simply pretence... An act that carry on till one's death.
For me, I just hope life will hopefully get better as time pass.
Till one leave this world, freed from all burdens and pretence one had for one's life.
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Seriously
Ok this is not flaming anyone but seriously i am damn piss at people not doing their work.
If you people WANT to get a BIG A for your PW can you all put some effort?
STOP making the rest doing OT to cover your crap, yes PI and EOM is over but please, the WR is one of the key to A and do not think by just doing small things like finding LINKS and giving ideas WILL BE SUFFICENT TO GET A AAAAAAAAAA! I m so pissed man, and for god sake dont give stupid and silly reasons like Phone phobia, i m sick, art lesson bla bla, ITS A LEVEL MAN! So your saying Uni chances are less important then such things? JUST POSTPONE THEM! This is not sec school Project liao ok? Powerpoints are redundant now, crapping do not give you a way out. If you do not want to have a A then jolly well go to the teacher and bloody drop the subject, DONT drag us down! Oh and one more thing, please do particpate in discussion, please do not sleep and say i am listening! ya right as if thats true, please we are not dumb people.
Pissed at such people. PLEASE WAKE UP!!! We are not covering your asses for you people unless you show some true commitment.
If you people WANT to get a BIG A for your PW can you all put some effort?
STOP making the rest doing OT to cover your crap, yes PI and EOM is over but please, the WR is one of the key to A and do not think by just doing small things like finding LINKS and giving ideas WILL BE SUFFICENT TO GET A AAAAAAAAAA! I m so pissed man, and for god sake dont give stupid and silly reasons like Phone phobia, i m sick, art lesson bla bla, ITS A LEVEL MAN! So your saying Uni chances are less important then such things? JUST POSTPONE THEM! This is not sec school Project liao ok? Powerpoints are redundant now, crapping do not give you a way out. If you do not want to have a A then jolly well go to the teacher and bloody drop the subject, DONT drag us down! Oh and one more thing, please do particpate in discussion, please do not sleep and say i am listening! ya right as if thats true, please we are not dumb people.
Pissed at such people. PLEASE WAKE UP!!! We are not covering your asses for you people unless you show some true commitment.
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Life is better now, i hope
Finally met up with the LAN GANG over sat lol, played mahjong like finally and hopefully they all will reach a godly level of speed to spice up games! Anw, went to JW to run after tat, i ran 4 rounds only lol den gym (Which i totally slack like mad) den swim, although no full laps were done lol. After tat went to hawker center and totally paid for a overpriced plate of BBQ sambal fish (was suppose to be Stingray) but still i was hungry so =) Lan after that lol, cold and noisy envrionment, prefer mahjong much more, got private room! Had hope to ton at some one place and mahjong but stupid PW 2day, but then again today was a fun day also.
Woke up at 1030, faster went down to CCK and found out i wasnt late, AT ALL lol. Tried to approached people to do survey but all keep say or imply no, only one kind malay lady did for me, after that, i was despo and ran down to the archery range to ask the usual gang there for help =). Managed to grab 7 done, they were rushing for lunch =( After tat, we went down to Shaw Studios located at Jalan Ampas which we got lost temporarily but found it! Sort of broke into it after t found out it was not exactly locked and since the guard was not there, we simply chiong to take pics and videos. Quite sad to see a iconic bulding in such a dipilated state. Will post pics after i get them =)
And after all that drama, i am now here typing a blog post and swearing at the fact tomorrow is school and have MT which i havent do yet. Nites, scramming to do it now -.-"
Woke up at 1030, faster went down to CCK and found out i wasnt late, AT ALL lol. Tried to approached people to do survey but all keep say or imply no, only one kind malay lady did for me, after that, i was despo and ran down to the archery range to ask the usual gang there for help =). Managed to grab 7 done, they were rushing for lunch =( After tat, we went down to Shaw Studios located at Jalan Ampas which we got lost temporarily but found it! Sort of broke into it after t found out it was not exactly locked and since the guard was not there, we simply chiong to take pics and videos. Quite sad to see a iconic bulding in such a dipilated state. Will post pics after i get them =)
And after all that drama, i am now here typing a blog post and swearing at the fact tomorrow is school and have MT which i havent do yet. Nites, scramming to do it now -.-"
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Monday, July 13, 2009
Sunday, July 12, 2009
MYE over, but i like the exam periods better >.<
exams over but i realise, i miss the early dismissal everyday, much better then normal school days lol
Well preparing for comepition on Friday but apparently there is alot of issues cropping up hopefully can settle by then.
well looks like life is going to be mundane again, will the next hols come asap? like seriously, this kind of life cmi man.
Well preparing for comepition on Friday but apparently there is alot of issues cropping up hopefully can settle by then.
well looks like life is going to be mundane again, will the next hols come asap? like seriously, this kind of life cmi man.
Friday, July 3, 2009
Past Present Future
Its apparent you never did understand my words.
Its obvious you do not even listened.
Never did you, you only think you are right.
Its always others that is wrong, always.
You think you understand but you do not actually.
If you really do you would have not act in such a way.
As ever you are always so demanding and never listens.
But truly, you keep on thinking everyone is inferior compared to you.
You never admits.
I am telling you now, not because i am pissed.
But you are pushing me, the more you push the more i fight.
With this i am also regretting my chioce.
I thought now things is finally in my control.
But no, you never relents.
You never, you claim you do but look
others have it.
What do I have?
True you may have given alot as you picture it.
But YOU are the one who think so.
If had had forseen this i rather not make this chioce.
At least you cant keep forcing me.
Everything me or rather us do always displease you.
You always claim it is stress.
But do we not have stress?
It is not something for you to lord over us.
The days that i cannot think for myself is over.
I am now older.
People move on so do me.
Please do not forever impose your will.
You may think i am being unreasonable.
But this is it.
I have to get this done once and for all.
I hate returning.
Everytime i return,
it was always a torture.
Every single trivial matter
you always have to make a fuss.
I had it, for i am no longer one that always make the choices that YOU like.
I long for you to truly understand.
For you to really realise the fact that,
mine life is mine to dictate
not yours anymore.
I have my OWN life,
you have yours.
Moving on and past the times,
You cannot always expect so.
Change do occur.
And i am no exception.
hope you realise,
that i do really know what i want
and how i will get it
for i do not listen to others
i make my chioces alone.
You should know that now.
so leave me alone
i implore you
Please.
Face the fact, i am no longer one that submits.
And that remains even for the future.
Its obvious you do not even listened.
Never did you, you only think you are right.
Its always others that is wrong, always.
You think you understand but you do not actually.
If you really do you would have not act in such a way.
As ever you are always so demanding and never listens.
But truly, you keep on thinking everyone is inferior compared to you.
You never admits.
I am telling you now, not because i am pissed.
But you are pushing me, the more you push the more i fight.
With this i am also regretting my chioce.
I thought now things is finally in my control.
But no, you never relents.
You never, you claim you do but look
others have it.
What do I have?
True you may have given alot as you picture it.
But YOU are the one who think so.
If had had forseen this i rather not make this chioce.
At least you cant keep forcing me.
Everything me or rather us do always displease you.
You always claim it is stress.
But do we not have stress?
It is not something for you to lord over us.
The days that i cannot think for myself is over.
I am now older.
People move on so do me.
Please do not forever impose your will.
You may think i am being unreasonable.
But this is it.
I have to get this done once and for all.
I hate returning.
Everytime i return,
it was always a torture.
Every single trivial matter
you always have to make a fuss.
I had it, for i am no longer one that always make the choices that YOU like.
I long for you to truly understand.
For you to really realise the fact that,
mine life is mine to dictate
not yours anymore.
I have my OWN life,
you have yours.
Moving on and past the times,
You cannot always expect so.
Change do occur.
And i am no exception.
hope you realise,
that i do really know what i want
and how i will get it
for i do not listen to others
i make my chioces alone.
You should know that now.
so leave me alone
i implore you
Please.
Face the fact, i am no longer one that submits.
And that remains even for the future.
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