life sucks.

life sucks.

thats what alot people had been telling me from last year. Cant blame i also keep saying too but it's getting alot more common nowadays. (I sense the 'j2 is hell' sign) Ok fine i admit i been bitching alot about my life also, about why is this so and why is that so. Argh! But to look at it more optmistically one i would say, Yea! only 9-10 months then A level ends, see so optimistic! Ok thats indeed very lol.

Currently doing math (or copying. cause my one hell of a er hem tutor want me is such a b****, haiz one more year hang on my friend) and as most of you all know math is like my enemy where i simply cant stand numbers less to say stupid probability with those 'P's flying around. Its like a word like 'and' or 'or' can change the whole method of doing. Claps for the person who must use math in such detail. (god damn it, the only time i ever really use math in real life is minus plus divide multiply - end of story. no matrixes or what differentiation) No offence to math loving people by the way. its just i really super do not like math.

I am also very hyped about this sunday cause i get to finally play Mahjong! plus me and my friend signing up for Japanese course with a prospect of taking it up to the highest qualified level test where i can use it to apply for Tokyo Uni. (or japan uni) yes i want to study there somehow, i think japan is better then singapore =/ No offence here again lol. Plus on a more pragmatic side, i get to read Raw Manga, Raw Anime and play Japanese games thus no need to listen to horrible englsih dubs. See the Benefits outweigh the cost (Cost Benefit Analysis eh lol)

Ok gtg finish up my math now. Pray i would be alive after doing it. The doctor says that Numbers is harmful to one's health ok.

Ok jk.

monday blues?

its monday again which means 4 more (hellish) days to weekend and 11 plus days to CNY hols. Cant really wait for cny hols, finally get to rest and stop this forever ongoing tempo of school. Today skipped half of my lessons cause of cca open house and i just really slacked. Did nothing except sit there and say "oh you can write here" to people who are signing up for trials. Quite suprised at the amount of people who signed up and there was 3 koreans too (apparently my friends are intrigued and 'happy' over their interest) so maybe there is hope for the cca now. But then i was telling my friend its confirm 1/4 to 1/2 will not turn up which den is reduced to 2x plus people after selection then half of the club will leave as seen from the current state now. maybe the frequent cancellations have to do with it. Well anyway glad i could skip lessons rather then attending GP lecture but abit sad that missed history tutorial since i like history (International some more).

Home work is piling up again. So many things yet so little time. Time, i need it now.

PS: Still listening to classical and melody music. No mood for vocal music somehow. Whats wrong with me O.0